I’ve worked with many gifted practitioners – mediums, shamans, psychics, energy healers, and other lightworkers like you. When your results wobble, you feel scattered, unreliable, even ashamed.
So you try the usual fixes: cleanse longer, meditate more, buy new tools. You do healing work and shadow work, get readings, take more courses. Eventually you cut prices, add extras, stretch sessions.
You start to think your abilities are the problem.
They rarely are.
The real cause is what you silently and unknowingly carry:
The grief of not being believed
Your truth and abilities were dismissed as nonsense, and on the moments when your gifts scared you, you had to face it alone.
Experiences that taught you to doubt your worth
You were bullied for being weird, or were told to stop being so sensitive. You still second-guess yourself out of habit, and your clarity drops.
The unconscious money shame
You were taught that “you can’t charge for your gifts” and charging feels like you’re doing something wrong.
The unspoken family trauma
A war, a forced migration, child that died, addictions… Deeply disturbing experiences that were never acknowledged. They will show up in all kinds of ways.
The fear of your own power
“What if I won’t be able to control it?”. As energy builds stronger, you hit the brakes. You clamp the flow to keep it small.